Decisions

It is from a place of deepest intention that I have decided not to do thesis. I want to focus on creating my proposal for going to India in 2010. In a way I see that year as being my thesis year because I will be able to give it all my attention instead of juggling so many things at once. This was a hard decision for me because the program seems like it's going to be pretty amazing this year. When trying to decide, I desperately wanted a voice to come to me and say "Yes" or "No", but no voice came and I had to keep going back and forth. In the end I think the decision I made was the right one. I don't like who I become when I'm so stressed out, it hurts me and my relationships and I want to honor my limits and live in a more balanced way. Take things one step at a time.